Post by Sierra ღ Lawsonღ on Jun 14, 2012 15:05:07 GMT -5
Okay, so I know what you are all thinking, kinda. I said I was completely done RPGING and stuff and in a way...... I lied. Truthfully, more to myself then to anybody else. To clear up your (Probably) confusion, let me explain some things; the true reasons why I left.
1.) I left because I thought that I was getting bored of RPG. I guess I truly just lost some of my writing inspiration and I really didn't know how to get it back. So I quit. But then I wrote the most AMAZING chapter to a fanfic I'm writing on FanFiction and I AM going to share it with you guys since it's some of the best writing I've done. So pretty much, my inspiration is back.
2.) I'm going to be honest with you guys; some people need to learn that I'm a slow typer and can't reply to a thread in less than a minute. I like to be pretty thorough with my writing and write more than a couple of sentances. It bugged me the people just kep going 'Are you going to reply yet' over and over and over.
3.) I felt left out. I was always a person who kept my opinions to myself, but on RPG I never did. But with that opinion I didn't want to burden other people with something just so... Selfish. I didn't want to be the person who thought all about herself, and that's what I felt like thinking that, and I dind't want to be that. So I never said anything. And you might think 'Sierra, you were never left out!', thruthfully it wasn't much on here. More on the Percy Jackson one I made (For those of you on there, you know which one I'm talking about.). What I mean by left out is I felt nobody would ever PM me, talk to me OOC, or even RPG with me much. It was more with the more popular characters, and I guess since in real life I feel like somebody who has a lot of friends but yet is somewhat socially awkward, I didn't want to feel like it on the internet, where I could be the real me. So that's another reason why I quit RPg.
4.) I was sick and tired of the argueing going on. Even though it was none of my business, I hate it when people who were once friends or who could be friends fight. It really tears up my heart into tiny peices that can't be put back together. It makes me upset to think people could say such mean things to each other and not care if it makes the other person feel terrible about themselves. It truly made me feel really sad.
5.) I truly did not have any time. There was so much going on that I barely even touched the computer. The summer is still going to be very busy for me, with vacation in florida, another honor choir, two one week church camp, my friends, chores, and other stuff I'll be doing. But I definatly have way more time than I did.
I can't think of any other reasons why I quit so..... I guess I'm back in a way. I probably will be able to get on at the most three or four times a week. Not because I don't care enought to, but just because of my tight schedual. With so much going on, I won't be able to really RPG every night, but maybe a reply or two every night and maybe some OOC chat, but only a few nights are truly free of activities and crap.
A lot has changed over the course I was gone; I fell in love with One Direction (You can thank Hayley Higgins for that), I got contacts, a new cell phone (The new HTC EVO ), I became more obsessed with anime, my writing improved, and a whole bunch of revaltions of my opinions of people and stuff.
I also really want to know how people who have been here long enough that I've known them since I've joined, like Carmela or Rosie, have been doing. They've been such great friends while I've been on this website.
So lastly I want to say, that in a way, I'm back! Oh, also, Hayley Higgins isn't me, it's my friend Morgan. I just sent her the link and she was all like 'OMG IVE RPGed BEFORE!' and I'm just like 'Oh, cool! Then you'll like this website'. I noticed she hasn't been on. She's too busy Diretioning.
Oh, and to you 1D fans, I might get to meet 1D!!! Not because of contests or anything, but because my dad's cousin does like stuff for concerts and photoshoots and TV shows (etc) and she did stuff for 1D when they came to my state, and she said if I get tickets to their next concert, I might get backstage passes! Eep!
So I guess I'll say thank you to.... Everyone! I'll see you in RPG!
~~Sierra Lawson or Lauren
1.) I left because I thought that I was getting bored of RPG. I guess I truly just lost some of my writing inspiration and I really didn't know how to get it back. So I quit. But then I wrote the most AMAZING chapter to a fanfic I'm writing on FanFiction and I AM going to share it with you guys since it's some of the best writing I've done. So pretty much, my inspiration is back.
2.) I'm going to be honest with you guys; some people need to learn that I'm a slow typer and can't reply to a thread in less than a minute. I like to be pretty thorough with my writing and write more than a couple of sentances. It bugged me the people just kep going 'Are you going to reply yet' over and over and over.
3.) I felt left out. I was always a person who kept my opinions to myself, but on RPG I never did. But with that opinion I didn't want to burden other people with something just so... Selfish. I didn't want to be the person who thought all about herself, and that's what I felt like thinking that, and I dind't want to be that. So I never said anything. And you might think 'Sierra, you were never left out!', thruthfully it wasn't much on here. More on the Percy Jackson one I made (For those of you on there, you know which one I'm talking about.). What I mean by left out is I felt nobody would ever PM me, talk to me OOC, or even RPG with me much. It was more with the more popular characters, and I guess since in real life I feel like somebody who has a lot of friends but yet is somewhat socially awkward, I didn't want to feel like it on the internet, where I could be the real me. So that's another reason why I quit RPg.
4.) I was sick and tired of the argueing going on. Even though it was none of my business, I hate it when people who were once friends or who could be friends fight. It really tears up my heart into tiny peices that can't be put back together. It makes me upset to think people could say such mean things to each other and not care if it makes the other person feel terrible about themselves. It truly made me feel really sad.
5.) I truly did not have any time. There was so much going on that I barely even touched the computer. The summer is still going to be very busy for me, with vacation in florida, another honor choir, two one week church camp, my friends, chores, and other stuff I'll be doing. But I definatly have way more time than I did.
I can't think of any other reasons why I quit so..... I guess I'm back in a way. I probably will be able to get on at the most three or four times a week. Not because I don't care enought to, but just because of my tight schedual. With so much going on, I won't be able to really RPG every night, but maybe a reply or two every night and maybe some OOC chat, but only a few nights are truly free of activities and crap.
A lot has changed over the course I was gone; I fell in love with One Direction (You can thank Hayley Higgins for that), I got contacts, a new cell phone (The new HTC EVO ), I became more obsessed with anime, my writing improved, and a whole bunch of revaltions of my opinions of people and stuff.
I also really want to know how people who have been here long enough that I've known them since I've joined, like Carmela or Rosie, have been doing. They've been such great friends while I've been on this website.
So lastly I want to say, that in a way, I'm back! Oh, also, Hayley Higgins isn't me, it's my friend Morgan. I just sent her the link and she was all like 'OMG IVE RPGed BEFORE!' and I'm just like 'Oh, cool! Then you'll like this website'. I noticed she hasn't been on. She's too busy Diretioning.
Oh, and to you 1D fans, I might get to meet 1D!!! Not because of contests or anything, but because my dad's cousin does like stuff for concerts and photoshoots and TV shows (etc) and she did stuff for 1D when they came to my state, and she said if I get tickets to their next concert, I might get backstage passes! Eep!
So I guess I'll say thank you to.... Everyone! I'll see you in RPG!
~~Sierra Lawson or Lauren